i had one hell of a night last night.

too bad i don't remember much of it...except when i sobered up and had to drive kara and her new lover all over noblesville just so they could probably not hook up, but just cuddle. just kidding. i love her.

i hate being so...so... mushy? but i hate him. i hate him because i can't sleep at night. and i hate myself for even thinking about EVER getting attached especially when i knew he was leaving.

what was i thinking?