i miss a boy.

its a strange feeling.

i had a job interview today for an assistant at an at-home daycare. its only 15-20 hours a week, but $10/hr which is nice. still would have to keep my job at the Y if i get it. anyways, i go to her house tuesday for a "working" interview and then she'll make her decision by next friday. its really nerve racking. i hope i get it. i hope i'm good at it.

i just need at least ONE thing in my life to work out soon.